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24th-Nov-2009 03:03 am - what I need
piercing
So TAFE is nearly finishing, I'm excited! Other than that the assignments have been killing my social life and as much as I want to go out and stuff I can't since money is always disappearing :(

Other than that!

I've been hanging out with Jimmy for the past 2 days.. hahaha funniest times ever! Can't wait to do it again!!! NOT TO MENTION! I played COD4 MW1 with him for the first time.. 30 mins match and IT WAS 10 POINT DIFFERENCE!!! I was soo close in beating him oh wells..


Alot of drama has happened but I'm not letting it take the best of me because it'll just be a waste of time :) And And I WENT TO GO SEE BRITNEY! I DON'T CARE IF SHE LIP-SYNC.. the performance was all worth it :D :D :D

I guess, this is just updating. I don't have much to say D:
16th-Nov-2009 09:13 pm - getting back in touch with you
miyavi lips
Some of my old friends have suddenly come back and started talking!

I'm happy once again, still not happy with everything but hey what can you do. I have pretty much a week left of TAFE then I'm in holiday mode, BRITNEY SPEARS THIS THURSDAY OMG IM SO EXCITED!!!

wheeee

umm... guys are stupid! XD

its too hot today... I nearly died waiting for Patrick to come see me :(
11th-Nov-2009 10:28 pm - Throw me to the wind.
reita
Today I went to have a picnic with Eric in Hyde Park! He made pasta salad, was yummmmy and I enjoyed today so much!

After the picnic which only lived for maybe an hour or so and he decided to take pictures with my camera of random things and me =='' we went into Tiffany's, I felt like a little kid in a candy store :D but yeah I want a Tiffany & Co. Key!!! but I had other things to look at for other people!

Went to Lindt Cafe as well, this time I didn't get sick because I've realised I need to eat the chocolate and stuff slowly but yeah was a really good time! OH OH.. and I was wearing a dress, for some of you people that have known me for a long long time.... I never wear dresses its always pants... haha

Also I went into Myer, Eric helped me pick out another dress and I absolutely love it! I also bought a belt with it too... mmm I'm so girly now :) so Eric end up paying for half of my dress and I paid for the rest.. good day today.. apart from a little bump but that should of been sorted.



Pictorials <3 )

10th-Nov-2009 02:10 pm - So called friends
cry

So I've realised that today I've lost majority of my really good and close friends. Something I thought that would never happen yet it did, I've been ignored at most times and just when I really need my friends they're gone and too busy with their own life and attachments..

Is it wrong to want a day out with your close friends? I'm probably sounding absolutely needy right now and I know much people hate it but this is something I feel like it should be said but then again if I tell them it'll end in a fight and I lose those two friendships.

I haven't see my "brother" in probably two months but I can't help but feel ignored... My god I'm such a princess why can't I for once just not over think and just go on with life!

Listen more.. )

So this Saturday! Im going to trashbags with Eric, he wanted to experience my type of music. I wasn't about to go since I wanted to hang out with the tripod but they're busy again so I guess I'm going trashbags. I wanted newton to go since he hasn't gone to one in ages but I think it'll be weird plus I don't think he wants to hang out with me =T

So Saturday will be awesome, staying at Eric's for the night, he'll be mixing drinks for me since he was a bartender in the states hehe. Sunday I'll be raiding his apartments indoor pool and jacuzzi haha!!!

Um I think that's all I needed to say. Sigh I'm in no state for anything. Life is falling apart rapidly. This song I'm listening to as well, just makes me more sadder and makes me think about my past with a certain person. I wonder if he still listens to this song that I showed him....

I think its time for me to do another update LOL
SO! my week so far, I'll start it from Friday night.
Had tafe so nothing of the usual crap of learning nothing but boring stuff... oh wait I didn't go LOL snap! Went shoe shopping with my mummy cos she wanted my help in picking out gladiator looking sandals, I bought heels as well for that same night!
[info]kneenar

i was pretty tired by the time it got to 2pm but I had to keep on going since around about 5ish I had to go back to the city for dinner with friends. So finally I'm in the city got to eat dinner, was pretty funny with the whole being loud upstairs LOL. Anyways after that I went to Pavilion for some cheap drinks and dancing, cute bartender was there too! THAT MADE MY NIGHT :D :D the night ended with the girls and boys at around 12ish when they had to catch the train home. So it was just Nina and I left waiting around for my son to get to the city to watch SMACKTOWN play!

It was such a good night apart from this random guy stalking me :T, didn't get home till 5.30am but it was totally worth it! I needed it :)



So Saturday now! Didn't wake up till 3pm? Nina was watching Glee while doing some of her work and I was like ehhhhh wtf, I'm too lazy! Sister end up calling and she's asking me where am I and what not. She was going to Cabramatta so I decided to join, Nina would of went if the car wasn't already full :( :( Waited around at my grandma's till 7.30ish? Picked up Nina to go back to my place since we were going laser tag at my friend's work. I didn't end up playing at all, but a couple of other people and this certain guy I like showed up! We all end up hanging out till 4am LOL
So much for the event to go from 10pm-2am :P

Sunday came along quickly and I had a friend's 19th birthday to go to with Nina, we were late but then again not much happened. So good seeing her though! Haven't seen her since high school finished :( anyways went home at 6 after my mum finished work and dropped Nina home so I could get home. I end up talking to that guy I like on msn and stuff :3 I was really happy.. to get to talk to him again :3
I end up seeing Henry at 10.30 and he stuck around till 11.30ish since he was around :) GOOD SEEING YOU HENRY DOUCHEFACE :D anyways.. ermm .. then I went back to talking to *him* --puts on massive smiley face-- and he wanted to hang out, MIND YOU THIS WAS AT 3AM! LOL so we did hang out :D hehe

Best time of my life I tell you. I didn't get home till 4.45am, it was worth it. I loved every minute with him and I wouldn't even need to say it with a smile on my face to prove it ><""

MONDAY NOW! I had to go to the dentist, I end up missing that appointment because my bus never came. I was absolutely pissed off since I didn't get much sleep but then the plus side I got to see my "husband" Jordan... ngaww I love you babes! We watched a movie and  then we had to get home since he still needed to study for HSC LOL!!! finally some sleep at home :)

THEN TUESDAY CAME, end up going to Sarah's place to go for a swim since it was ridiculously hot. I got lost while getting to her place; how stupid of me T___T" I got sun burnt as well even though I drowned myself in sunscreen so now I have this lovely razorback singlet outline on my back :( *siggh* end up going to Wests for a couple of drinks with Sarah and Rakesh... they decided to invite *him* hehe I was absolutely nervous at first but then again I was really excited to see him again :)

Sarah and I had the funnest time ever! We made friends with the bartender haha, I have to admit it was the best time I've ever had for awhile. I needed this so much just to get over the shit that has been happening to me.

SO THAT WAS MY WEEK!!!! now on to my thoughts.

I know that I like this guy, but I'm stuck on how he feels and how he acts sometimes. I mean he told my friend that he likes me but then again I derno :T I don't like it when guys have this foggy mind you can't really understand, it absolutely shits me!! But yeah I hope all goes well because I really am putting it out there, I really would hate it if I get hurt again T__T" BLAH 

annoyinggg >=( so yeah here's pics from Friday night at OH MY! @ Home.
OH MY! OH MY! )
 
26th-Oct-2009 07:00 pm - Because I'm Chuck Bass
 Yeah I've fallen in love with Chuck Bass <3 <3 its horrible haha

But yeah my chances of finding my own Chuck Bass will be a one in a million chance of me living right now bahahah :D So anyways, today I end up staying in bed because I was so horribly sick and I couldn't even stay awake for long.

I've noticed also that a certain someone has fallen into the same circle they formed with me, maybe one day they'll realise that I'll always be around no matter what they do. No matter how much they try to rid of me, I'll always catch up :)

OH! I always found out today that Leighton Meester (actress who plays Blair from Gossip Girl) sung in Good girls gone bad by Cobra Starstruck ANNDD she made her own song with Robin Thicke called Somebody to Love... I was truly amazed :)

Anyways.. Here have some Chuck Bass and see why I love him!


25th-Oct-2009 04:00 pm - So just pull the trigger
kissme tenderly
 Lately I've been thinking about everything and I haven't realised why all this shit has been happening to me in just this month. I admit I should of been prepared but I really wasn't in that place to even notice anything I suppose.

I've sold off Destynee, going to ship her off tomorrow so bye bye little one *waves*

What more could I possibly say? TAFE has been shit, life is getting better every few weeks for me and then it falls again in a matter of days. I've been watching all my Gossip Girl episodes and I'm more in love with Chuck Bass SO one day I'll find my Chuck Bass .. actually he can find me hahaha I'm done with the whole looking for them, they can look for me!

Oh and as said on my dA, today Yuki has been with me for 3 years. I'm sooo happy that I've managed to stick with him so long and in just one doll form <3 I love him dearly I suppose he's my made up dream guy bahahah ... actually he's more like me and I can just tolerate him :)

Britney Spears concert in about a month! SOOOO DAMN EXCITED OMG! I'm getting too excited and there's a whole month before it comes D: not to mention TAFE tests and assignments had to come around the same time as her concert sigh sigh* so I guess I'll be going hard out with the studies before I can party :)

Well I don't have much to say here, except... I miss him... I really do :( and maybe with a side of "I Love You"
12th-Oct-2009 02:10 am - ITS TIME!
reita
I thought it was time I updated this thing!

LOL SO! life has gotten extremely more awesome, going out with friends and stuff has never been so much more awesome than right now! Of course there are a few things I'm not happy with but I've learnt to work with it and then some how compromise with it.

I've also noticed lately I haven't been sleeping right, I've been staying up till maybe 2 or 3 then sleeping in till 12 hours later (hehe) but I'm holidays so I'm excused! hmm what else has happened in my life.... Newton and I are back to talking normally *thumbs up* we've had our mutual agreement on certain things which I rather not speak about on here but yeah!! I'm happy that I get to see him often :3

So Saturday night was my friend's 21st birthday.. I only got 3 hours sleep because I was decorating my phone (as seen below) so pretty much I was sleep deprived and drinking... Mr. Birthday Boy decided to mix something in our shots; definitely not the best combination ever! Alize and Jack Daniels :T hmm quite odd!
So during the day I decided to buy a top for this event, surprisingly my mum picked it out. She's not the best at fashion but Saturday put me in AWE in what she did! And also to add, she picked out my headband and jewelery D: (also below) it was really huge "making a statement" accessories in my opinion!

But hey, I had an awesome time :) Tonight I'm going to see my friend who I haven't seen in a long timmmeeeeeee so I'm extremely excited! Next year, friends are organising to go to the Gold Coast for 4 or 5 days so I'm pumped for that too!!! *starts saving up* well .. I don't think I have much to say now.. except I need sleep and I'm off to play Scribblenauts :3 :3


 
13th-Sep-2009 07:06 pm - Got some holes in me
piercing
On Friday I decided to go to my piercer at Industrie8 and asked what I should get for a new piercing.

He end up giving me a Nape.

Of course having the needle pushed through I didn't feel, having the bar being pulled through hurt like hell! I also came in purple which made him change my whole colour scheme of jewelery :T

That cost me alot of money :(

Here's pics he took! he also took pics of going through the whole process D:

Pierce Me More )
So this is all :)

OH! Not to mention I had my friend's birthday the next day. SO imagine me trying to party hard at a club with Smacktown and what not... and trying to worry about my Nape bleeding because of the blood thinning due to the alcohol and people trying to head lock me :T

Not good! BUT IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT EVER!!! I needed it.. and I needed what happened the next day :)



10th-Sep-2009 10:41 am - Turn a new page
kissme tenderly
So pretty much if you watch my on DeviantArt, you would of saw my journal entry.

I don't like going through break ups and finding that he's over you in a week and yet here you are looking stupid and still stuck on him?! I absolutely hate it when this happens.

It just sucks even more that Newton wants to be my friend and he wants to support and care for me forever. Yes he said forever, he hates the word forever and yet he chose me to say it to. I've got to mean something to him and yet he broke up with me :( I don't think I could handle him having to be there all the time while I'm trying to get over him but we did both agree on being friends because he's already told me that "I just don't feel the same anymore" .... it really hurts when its said 1 week after the break up.

Anyways, I don't think I can just keep ranting about this but I really did wish we didn't fight that night 2 weeks ago. Animania I end up crying 3 times because he seemed so happy and yet here I am absolutely shot down with sadness. Yeah I tried to hide it but when you see someone you've decided to put your all in and love him dearly and he just breaks up with you its absolutely heartbreaking!

I haven't cried in the past week but I did cry on the Sunday when he said he was over me already. Who doesn't cry to that?! But anyways, my friends have been talking to him about him being childish about this break up and how he would just hang on to the past on things I did wrong. But I've completely looked it over in a mature way and I decided to let it go. So he told my friends he would talk to me and yet its more like I start the conversation, I start saying hi and what not. And there he'll just answer my questions and 5 mins into the conversation he'll say "I have to do this or that" its more like to me, he's polite way to say "fuck off
So now I've decided to tell him this and literally he's need to act like his age, my god he's 22 and he's acting like a 16 year old! its stupid.

Anyways.. erm comment whatever, no one reads my entries anyway.... its probably making me feel worse that I feel lonely :T

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